Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Something has changed, but I don't know what. Is it me? Why are we not talking as much, not as crazy before? All I know is, he sucked lots of your emotions out of you. You are almost like a puppet, your every emotion, your mood is all controlled by him. This shouldn't be when you like a person!

I am not sure how I was like before, maybe the same as you now, I don't know. But this is wrong. This is damn wrong. I don't know what to do now, given you don't tell me stuff anymore and I can't extend a helping hand even if I want to.

Please don't do this to me. Don't get so close to me and treat me like your soul mate and then just chuck me aside when you decided that you have enough of me. I can't take anymore of this shit. Before I die from heartbreak caused by dearest bread, I think I will die of grief from the loss of you first.

Please, can we go back to what we were?