Err. created this blog to kind of 'express' my real feelings about some stuff in my heart. coz no one knows me here and i wont hear anything i don't like to.

Well, i seriously face some social problems that have never been existed. I don't know its source and what caused it. It just somehow surfaced silently.

We were best of friends. We knew each other since we were Primary 4. we practically did everything together. We could read each other's mind. We were closer than anyone else. but we just drifted apart.

Well, maybe it was just me, i don't know.

It happened before. Last year we had a really big fight. We didn't talk to each other for about 2 months. It was the worst part of my life.

I am glad that it was over. But i'm afraid it would happen again.

She no longer laugh at my jokes. She scoffs at my idea. She is annoyed when we used my idea. She doesn't talk to me anymore. She no longer beg me to go Macs with her anymore. She totally cut me out of her life.

Sorry for hurting you.(If i ever did). Sorry for making you wait outside like a fool. Sorry for having you to put up with me all day. Sorry for being a bitch. Sorry for being your friend.

I already did what i could to make it up to you. Why can't you just give me a chance? At least tell me what i did wrong. At least let me change. I came early when you told me to. I reached school before 0630am. You appeared near 0700. Twice. Twice you stood me up. I never complained. I never grumbled. I brought the book you asked me to. I helped you with your maths and drew the graph for you like you instructed me to. I did everything. Just what do you want from me? Is it that difficult just to be your friend?



She took more than she's supposed to. She ate more than she's supposed to.

She took what was mine.